"The 4 questions have been asked..."

Josh

Scrumptulescent
Male
30 Years old
Orlando/Miami, FL
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Last login: 08/03/10
My Interests
Hobbies
Hanging with Brutus...a.k.a. Tini Totereli a.k.a. Tini Totasore a.k.a. Tumble Weed
Books
7 Spiritual Laws to Success : by Deepak Chopra
The Power of Now : Eckhart Tolle
The Secret : Rhonda Byrne
Plato : Phaedo
Music
For me, music has been my universal translator, as well as my psychologist. It's been my refuge, best friend, true love, and worst enemy. It allows me to capture a vague image of true emotion. I can only wish for everyone to find something in their lives that is as purifying to their souls, as music is to mine.
My Details
Relationship to CancerI am a Survivor
Cancer TypeLymphoma
Cancer TreatmentsBone Marrow Transplant, Radiation Therapy, Chemotherapy, Lumpectomy
Know Me
Know Me
For as long as I can remember my life has revolved around music. It has been my outlet through which I’ve expressed just about every emotion I had while growing up. It has brought me clarity on life, death, love, change, growth and pain, as well as given me a greater appreciation for myself and the world around me. During my battle with Cancer, music proved to be my best listener and my most powerful healing tool. It helped me to understand and to really deal with what I was going through. There is no doubt that modern medicine; professional advice, healthy diet, exercise and emotional well-being have played a powerful role in my survival, but music has been my “doctor” when it comes to self-healing. More importantly, it has been my “teacher.” It has taught me that with knowledge, awareness and creativity, we can truly heal anything. It has also helped me develop many lifelong friendships and for that alone I am eternally grateful. Music has brought me to a place where I can relinquish the ego’s judgment and truly embrace life. Where I feel compelled to focus on my greater purpose, to make a positive difference and for what I touch and what touches me, to become better. In my choice to follow this purpose, I have found that “life” has ultimately become my career. Music is certainly a large part of that effort, never the less it is only one color in the infinitely creative palette of life, well, maybe a few colors... Regardless, I know now that this purpose stretches far beyond any one channel of expression, for it is an “idea,” and ideas have boundless potential. Anyway, as a Cancer survivor I am extremely humbled and appreciative for my life. I am thoroughly enjoying getting back to being a student, as well as a teacher, and can only hope that in the rest of this lifetime I can provide others even a fraction of the inspiration that has been bestowed upon me.
My Experience with Cancer
I was 21 when I was diagnosed with stage 4 Hodgkin’s Lymphoma. My disease was primarily located in my sternum, lower spine and throughout my bone marrow. I was treated on three separate occasions throughout the last 7 years. Beginning first with 8 months of (ABVD) chemotherapy, followed up by of 2 weeks of radiation. My cancer responded very well to this treatment as it had completely disappeared. About four months had passed before my scans indicated that my disease had relapsed. Upon the advice of my doctors I underwent a bone marrow transplant (stem cell replacement). The transplant went as smooth as a textbook example and I went three years without cancer before I relapsed a third time. My final bout occurred when two lymph nodes next to my lungs had inflamed. Since this was a more minor relapse we opted to do a five-week radiation cycle. My body responded well and my cancer has since been in remission! Woohoo!!!
More Fun Stuff
My Kinda People
Good Peeps :)
Reason for Being Here
I hope to meet and work along side others who have a greater good at heart…maybe together we can make a difference!
Words of Wisdom
Life's a journey...not a destination.
My Personal Journal
06.04.09 - Oneness
We are all part of a union of universal intelligence...a beautiful spark that feeds the flame of something way more complex than conscious thought can make sense of. We should...
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03.31.09 - "Being"
All the happiness, love and success we seek cannot be achieved just by earning it...but rather it is a state of "being."
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03.25.09 - At a deaper level...
At a deaper level we are the expression of the universe becoming more aware of itself...and to it, one step in the personal evolution of an individual thought is no more difficult...
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Josh's comment wall
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Tuesday 06/30/2009 12:16 PM
haha hollerrrr
 
Tuesday 06/16/2009 11:42 AM
Just dropping by to say hi! :]
 
Tuesday 06/16/2009 11:40 AM
Joshhh!! I see your online, just dropped in to say hi :)
 
Monday 06/15/2009 11:35 AM
hey josh how's it goin, im right there with ya with music being such an important role
 
Wednesday 06/10/2009 10:45 AM
Just had my final Chemo done yesterday morning, hopefully in the next few months when I see my doctor and get my PET Scan done & it's all come back negative I can finally say that I've won this battle :)
 
Tuesday 06/09/2009 8:02 PM
Have an amazing night!! :)
 
Tuesday 06/09/2009 4:32 AM
Hi Josh, thanks so much for this wonderful site and for welcoming me here. I will bein touch again shortly with far more information, medical statistics and upcoming events too... I will definately keep you posted on all we are doing to raise awareness & funds to ensure that ALL cancer patients are aware of PDT and its vital importance to them and their overall well being. CHOICE Josh.... having a choice in life is a wonderful thing. Take care, please keep in touch. I'm in Australia now for a few days and will be back in the USA within 10 days to 2 weeks... look forward to a very rewarding and fruitful friendship. Thank you once again for welcoming me here. Peace. Life. Truth. Gabriella,INDIANA CENTER FOR ADVANCED MEDICINE, SOTERIOS, PDT CANCER TREATMENT. WWW.PDTCANCERTREATMENT.COM
 
Thursday 06/04/2009 12:53 PM
Why does it feel like it's been a year and a half since I last saw you?
 
Thursday 06/04/2009 12:36 PM
Hi Josh! My roommate is Dara Simkin, she is friends with Benji (and you I believe) and she directed me to your site. This is wonderful! Keep up the good work, I'm here to support you and will spread the word :)
 
Monday 06/01/2009 7:09 AM
hey!! thanks for the well wishes! we miss you guys! chris and i are coming up to orlando in a few weeks so hopefully we can run into you!! this site is amazing and im so glad you created it! much love xox
 
Thursday 04/30/2009 7:26 PM
I now have a picture up.....I finally found time outside of work to relax!
 
Thursday 04/30/2009 5:33 PM
Hi I added a pic to my profile, so now you can see my smiling face! LOL
 
Thursday 04/30/2009 12:31 AM
so yea. totally went up to fishbones tonight and you'll never guess who wasnt there. it was you. weird right? haha its all good, we ran into christian which was cool. let us know about dinner plans if possible. hope you had a good time in miami.
 
Wednesday 04/29/2009 8:06 PM
Hiii...I cant believe I didnt get to see you AGAIN! Not ok... The site is incredible, I am inviting some people I know that would be very interested to join :) miss you!
 
Tuesday 04/28/2009 6:47 PM
Josh! Its Jess aka MOM, Sweetie you all have done a great job and a great deed to the world. I meet so many people that need site for the info, but most of all they are looking for someone to listen and somewhere to write there feel and thoughts and I do believe you all have found the right source right here on knowcancer.com.
 
Wednesday 04/22/2009 12:41 PM
Hey man, just wanted to say this whole thing is awesome and hope it gets going strong. Bummer you weren't around Monday, but hope the concert/miami was a good time.
 
Sunday 04/19/2009 8:34 PM
Hi Josh! Thank you for your kind welcome! :)
 
Thursday 04/16/2009 8:44 AM
The answers to 1,2&4 is: to make you suffer. #3 is put in there to relive some of the suffering. It's that simple!
 
Wednesday 04/15/2009 10:29 PM
Good work buddy, keep up the good health!
 
Wednesday 04/15/2009 10:04 PM
Site looks good Josh. Hit me up when you are in town next.